faraway eyes rolling stones

all I can say is that I have nothing to look forward to, nothing that excites me right now...I donapos;t know why things arenapos;t well for me right now...well the problem is on me I guess, coz right now the theme of my life is "untheme" meaning no theme, no motto or whatsoever...and it is a mix of emotions I guess, well I�feel fine that nothing excites me and on the other hand I feel bad that nothing new happens in my life, well I am a free man right now, free to do anything but still just like before I am still the same, nothing have change it is still the same me, avoding every opportunities it is always a No, No, No and more No on situations, I try to avoid everything...when I am near on to something different and new, I begin to think twice and make an excuse so that I can say No just like before, Iapos;ve said No a lot of times, tons of times before, and up until now, that is something I feel bad about, maybe it is the one thing I need to change for me to appreciate life more, well Iapos;ll never know unless I do try, but before I even get ask I already say No, why...I just feel bad about myself...and I hope something that Iapos;ve been waiting for a long time will come one of these days...we never know what will happen...

faraway eyes rolling stones, faraway find.